falconken02 asked: Dec 8th, I'm beginning to think that it's just not in the cards for me :( (Still no London Christmas pics)
I STILL think it is too early… but lets do it. Here comes Christmas….. Reblog to your heart’s content…
Anonymous asked: Speaking of snow, have you any done any work in the snow ?
SNOW! I am pretty tolerant as a model (mud, muck, goop, heat, slime) but SNOW - Ewwww…. lets see what I can find. : )
musingsofmike asked: Have you found that your inability to bear children has hindered your search for a boyfriend/partner/cuddler? I only ask, because I have no intentions of having children either, and it was difficult finding a significant other who was okay with that.
I don’t bring it up on a first date? IN the same way that I do not bring my modeling?
It would be something that I would bring up on a second or third date - There are just SO many guys that I go out with that I am not actually interested in or that *would never* understand my line of work - I want someone to hook/line/sink me… AND THEN….. Once that happens?
I have to have them overcome the hurdles of “Hey I get naked for a living” and “I am REALLY sorry but we can never have kids together” - Life gets really complicated as you get older. More and more baggage, you know?
inkspot999 asked: Glad you're home! :-)
Yeah. I am too. My *actual* mom came to visit me today. She was cute and happy and lovely - She left - Matt came home at 6pm - Wine and hookah and Matt trying to catch up on his finals for college tonight…. A sleepy kitten on the couch….. Momdog’s head on my lap… Fake Fireplace doing it’s thing - All is good in the world for tonight.
I am missing Family dinner tonight, though - I won’t see any of my other friends until next week. I fly out to Dallas on Friday morning-Monday night… I keep telling myself to leave the house. But I WANT to be home. I miss my dog and the comfort of Matthew….
Modeling demands so much of my Life…. I am not sure if you know what I am saying… but it is VERY demanding. I am going to miss everyone … And my dog… And my bed… and everything this month…. It makes me very very distant from reality sometimes.